Showing posts with label Robert. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Robert. Show all posts

Saturday, March 27, 2010

A poem for Robert.

Robert…how do you make me love you?
Every day I need you
I know you’re there …
When my mind feels numb
Sorrow and pain over flowing
When it feels like I can’t go on
You hold me,
You comfort me.

You’re….
Amazing
You’re the most beautiful thing…
From your eyes to your toes
Your personality,
My love,
How can I tell you?
How much I love you?

Just as surely as the sun will rise tomorrow
So is as sure will I be yours
Just as easily as I say the truth, the words, I love you
Will they prevail over people who will try,
Try to keep us apart for who we are, for who we love
They can say what they want, make our lives as hard as they need too
But I know with you
I’ll stand right through it.

Every day we live we’re closer to the day we die…
If that day was today
There’d only be a single regret, never holding you.
You’ve made my life heaven,
You’ve made it meaningful,
You’ve given me hope for tomorrow…
That tomorrow will come
And we’ll be together.

I love you…
I love you with everything I am
Every part of me loves you…
From the depth of my heart
To the sea’s of my eyes
I love you
I love you…
I love you, Robert.

Monday, March 8, 2010

The Great Return: Love, death, and heartbreak.

Epic title, yes.
Epic post, not so much.

--Life--
Life right now has been, well, interesting. I've grown up more then I'd expect, and fallen deeper in love then I ever thought possible. There are so many things wrong with life, my so-called family are mostly morons. At least, two of them are. My grandma, well, I think she's pretty smart, and, accepting for once. My true family, Robert, has been having problems. I've tried all I can do to be there for him, just, wish I was there physically with him. Robert...wow, he's without description. I looked back and, I'm reaaaaaaally amazed I never posted about him. But...wow. He's so amazing, so loving. He's one of the three people I've actually ever trusted. He's the only good thing in my life, and, the only thing I really want or need. I've opened up to him a lot more then...well, with anyone else, Justin, or anyone. But, thats the good in my life.

The bad:
My grandpa.
But that is more personal.

So, I really can't wait to be called James Knox.

But yeah. I'M BACK!