And the bomb says?

BOOM.


Or so I'm told.  Austin and I made things go boom today. 
Oh, and, Austin:
Drank raw eggs. 

F-U AWARD GOES TO...!

Been a while since I've done this. So. This months F-U award goes to...James H. Webster Jr. Aka, my grandpa. 


REASON: An anti-gay asshole who needs to grow up. 
REASON: Making my life a living hell. Making me do things I don't wanna
REASON: Cutting me off from my true love. Or, should i say, Trying to. 
REASON: Making false promises. 
REASON: General Assholeness
REASON: Advance bitchyness 
REASON: Doctor of being a dick. 


I really hope reads this sometime...

ASSHOLES!

Writing this to calm down. 

Relationships for straight people, sex for gays?

Okay, so, my grandpa--the asshole--said this a while ago. And again this morning, that, gays couldn't have a REAL relationship, and the "love" in that is only for sex. My response: Yeah. I'm here. You COULDN'T have had sex. I just popped out of no where. Y'know, I love Robert. I'd say we'd have a relationship, and we def have love. We can't have sex for a while, but, we're still stronger then most straight--or gay--couples. My grandma said that love wasn't all about sex, and I agreed. Just because they don't have sex doesn't mean we can't. Love is love is love. I love him. I have a relationship with him. Can't have sex. So, now, his logic is broken.

Pens win. Playoff's here we come.

With the Pens win tonight over the Flyers (eww.) 3-1 seals us a play off spot. Coyotes also are in the playoffs. Woo~! HERE WE COME STANLY CUP. ARE YOU READY FOR THE PENS?

All I want

All I want is to be in your arms I know one day I will be But why can't it be Today?

A poem for Robert.

Robert…how do you make me love you?
Every day I need you
I know you’re there …
When my mind feels numb
Sorrow and pain over flowing
When it feels like I can’t go on
You hold me,
You comfort me.

You’re….
Amazing
You’re the most beautiful thing…
From your eyes to your toes
Your personality,
My love,
How can I tell you?
How much I love you?

Just as surely as the sun will rise tomorrow
So is as sure will I be yours
Just as easily as I say the truth, the words, I love you
Will they prevail over people who will try,
Try to keep us apart for who we are, for who we love
They can say what they want, make our lives as hard as they need too
But I know with you
I’ll stand right through it.

Every day we live we’re closer to the day we die…
If that day was today
There’d only be a single regret, never holding you.
You’ve made my life heaven,
You’ve made it meaningful,
You’ve given me hope for tomorrow…
That tomorrow will come
And we’ll be together.

I love you…
I love you with everything I am
Every part of me loves you…
From the depth of my heart
To the sea’s of my eyes
I love you
I love you…
I love you, Robert.

Go Pens!

I think this is the first time I've ever mentioned sports on here. Well. GO PENS.
They play the Red Wings tonight at 7:00
There'll be many many happy tweets coming from me (@lastpaw)
I foresee an interesting game.
Close
Down to the wire
Red Wings take an early lead
Pens come back in the second to tie it in the third and win.
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Sad story, happy future: High school breakups.

Most--if not all--of us have had a high school boyfriend/girlfriend who we "loved" (and, may have truly loved) break up with us at some point. Most of us take this amazingly hard. You're a teenager during high school, and, in the words of my uncle "Good things seem better then they are. Bad things seem worse then they are." Now, there are plenty of high school romances that become a life long commitment, and, good for you! But if it doesn't come through, don't be sad. Most teenagers aren't looking for true love, there looking for love. Only those with true love'll survive to the end of times. But if something doesn't keep going forever and ever, look for someone new. Don't take it hard. You're young.

-James ^_^

Life

Maybe I need a dose of reality. Am I a fool for thinking that humans'll one day be able to get along? Or is the rest of the world just so stupid that they can't see past the mask that religion has put in front of there eyes.  Yes, this is gonna be an anti-religion post. Or...maybe. If a "god" tells you to hate someone is that god really a god? Or is that god just a false image used to have organized hatred. I've found you can judge a religion by who they hate. Ah, religion. The morals and values of a culture. Now, I'm not saying ALL religions teach that some people are worse off then others, hell, there are a few that teach that we are ALL humans. We are all humans. This is the truth. Simple and honest truth. Black or white, Muslim, Jew, Christian, Buddhist or Hindu, gay, bi or straight, god fearing or god mocking, it doesn't matter. WE ARE ALL HUMANS. How a religion can call itself "loving" and then say you can't do this or that because its "wrong" in there "gods" eyes. Are we all not engraved with a moral code, a law deep within us? Who's right is it then to tell us whats right and wrong? Would not the god of the world put in our vanes, in our heart, in the very soul, the very being of life the laws of right and wrong? Why then can one person find something to be an abomination when another finds it to be love? Because some "god" says it. Why are we to emulate Jehovah, a god of wrath, who wipes out towns when they do not what he wants? Yet we are also suppose to be forgiving, loving, and peace makers. I am no longer a Christian. Truthfully, however, I do believe there is a god. Whoever he or she may be. There out there. Or maybe not. 

The Great Return: Love, death, and heartbreak.

Epic title, yes.
Epic post, not so much.

--Life--
Life right now has been, well, interesting. I've grown up more then I'd expect, and fallen deeper in love then I ever thought possible. There are so many things wrong with life, my so-called family are mostly morons. At least, two of them are. My grandma, well, I think she's pretty smart, and, accepting for once. My true family, Robert, has been having problems. I've tried all I can do to be there for him, just, wish I was there physically with him. Robert...wow, he's without description. I looked back and, I'm reaaaaaaally amazed I never posted about him. But...wow. He's so amazing, so loving. He's one of the three people I've actually ever trusted. He's the only good thing in my life, and, the only thing I really want or need. I've opened up to him a lot more then...well, with anyone else, Justin, or anyone. But, thats the good in my life.

The bad:
My grandpa.
But that is more personal.

So, I really can't wait to be called James Knox.

But yeah. I'M BACK!